February 2012
Me: today I'm gonna finally get out of bed and be productive
Depression: ha. No you're not. You won't get out of bed because whatever you say or do doesn't matter at all. No one cares about what youre doing and no one cares about you. You'll just lay in bed and do nothing because you're nothing.
me when i go out: "i should've stayed home."
me when i stay home: "i should've gone out."
me when i'm around people: "i want to be alone."
me when i'm alone: "i want to be around people."
me when i'm mean to people: "i need to be nicer."
me when i'm nice to people: "i need to be meaner."
Late night over thinking and self loathing.
miss-love:
I cannot for the life of me pronounce ‘frequently’ correctly. I get a spontaneous speech impediment or something. when I ask clients how frequently they get their hair cut I sound like Elmer Fudd or something.
THE MORE YOU KNOW.
sameeee, i can never talk right though.
radiobread2:
I hate everyone and when I say everyone I mean everyone
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sooo i’m probably most likely gonna be moving back home and trying to work at the ballpark for the season and a second job. ‘cause i just can’t take it here anymore. i hate just about everyone, and the city just sucks and general. and back home, i’d have 3 times more places to look for a job. and just all around more likely to make money, ‘cause i’m not making...
